Ripples of Kindness

A lot has Happened and There's Much More to Come!

2012-01-27T15:45:00.000-05:00

Just checking in to say, "Hello."

A lot has happened during the early part of 2012 and I wanted to share the news.

So, here goes . . .

My son got married in a small civil ceremony to a beautiful and loving woman. I have never seen two people more happy!
I've been told that my daughter-in-law is carrying a baby BOY (my first grandchild).
I'm happy to report that I have been successful with my exercise program. I've lost weight. Yippieeeee!
The Bridal Shower for my daughter is looking good. Everything is working out great (the location, the guests, the food, etc.)
Preparations for my daughter's Destination Wedding to Punta Cana are running smoothly.
I'm looking ahead - planning a Baby Shower for my daughter-in-law.

I've been so busy keeping track of everything and I'm proud to say that I'm doing okay - taking it one day at a time and getting things done. I'm truly surprised that everything's going okay and that I'm still sane. Hahahaha

I'm sorry I haven't been online and visiting my blogging friends but, I will once things settled down a wee-bitty.

I hope you are all well and life is treating you good!

I'll be back to participate on a regular basis soon. Until then, I'm sending a big cyber-hug to all of you!

Love Susan xo

2011 Wrap-Up ~ 2012, Here We Come!

2012-01-07T23:45:00.000-05:00

A lot happened in 2011 and even more new and exciting days are ahead in 2012!

I wanted to pop in and say, "Hi and Happy New Year" to all my friends here.

I've been pretty busy over the holidays and will be absent for a wee-bitty longer. My son is getting married on January 14, 2012 (six days from now) and I'm working on a Bridal Shower for my daughter who is also getting married in 116 days. I never imagined that both my children would be getting married only months apart - but, I'm excited none-the-less!

The icing on the cake is that my first grandchild is due on June 13, 2012.
WOW - the excitement never stops in my little corner of the world. :))

As soon as I find a few minutes, I will visit your blogs and check out what's been happening in your lives.

I hope all's well with you and yours and that you're all surrounded by love, laughter, and good health!

Have a 'positively' wonderful day, my friends.

See you after John and Sylvia's wedding!

Love and hugssss, Susan xo

For My Blogging Friends

2011-12-19T03:04:00.001-05:00

This is a very busy time of the year for me, as I know it must be for you. I just wanted to take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you for gracing my pages, sharing your thoughts and letting me glimpse into your lives.

I feel blessed to have touched keyboards with you these last few months

and look forward to next year.

Due to many planned family get-togethers in the next few days, I will be travelling a lot.

I don't know how often I will be able to post or visit your blogs.

So, I would like to leave you with this until things slow down a bit.

May your Christmas be a joyous one!

Love Susan xo

Do You Wear a Scarf?

2011-12-18T02:22:00.001-05:00

Now that the weather is getting colder and the temperatures are dropping fast, I've started wearing my hat, mittens and scarves. I came across this video today and find it both interesting and helpful.

Who knew there were so many creative ways to wear a scarf?

Have a wonderful day, my friends and wrap up warm!

A Simple Act of Kindness

2011-12-14T18:07:00.001-05:00

Everything's coming up roses!

My day started off as usual. I did my morning workout and went for a run. Feeling energized, I thought I'd finish up Christmas shopping.

The stores were choatic and crowded but, I did manage to finish. On my way home, I decided to stop by Tim Horton Donuts and grab a coffee. After joining the line of cars waiting to place an order, I fumbled in my change purse to find the correct change.

It was my turn - "Can I have a medium coffee with double milk and no sugar."

My mind was preoccupied as I drove up to the takeout window. The young girl smiled and handed me my coffee. When I reached out to hand her the money, she said - "It's already been paid for." Sitting dumbfounded, I asked - "By who?"

I was pleasantly surprised when she told me that the man in the car in front of me told her that he'd pay for my order too. I couldn't believe it, a perfect stranger - out of the goodness of his heart paid for my coffee. What a wonderful gesture of kindness!

It was impossible for me to follow and thank him personally as he had already turned on to the main road - but, I think he wanted it to happen that way. I can just imagine the smile on his face. Afterall, you can't do something so nice and not feel a little spark of happiness.

This man's simple act of kindness made my day and I plan to pay it forward!

Have a wonderful day, my friends!

Today is , , ,

2011-12-13T05:32:00.000-05:00

"AMAZING!"

I feel fantastic!

To quote Ebenezer Scrooge,

"I am as light as a feather. I am as happy as an angel . . ."

I had a most wonderful day with my family yesterday and this video makes me feel even better!

Have a wonderful day, my friends! I'm off to run around the track a few times and breathe in the fresh air!

The Battle of the Bulge

2011-12-12T06:02:00.006-05:00

Okay - It's time to get serious.

I can't be hiding in the bushes anymore. With my son's and daughter's weddings coming up, I have to do something about those unwanted pounds that are clinging to my body. My walks just don't seem to be doing it and there's no way I'm going to 'roll' down the aisle at their weddings. I'm going to walk with my head held high minus those clingy pounds.

I refused to be doomed to look like Jabba the Hutt. :))

No weight lose gimmicks or starvation diets for me. NOPE! I'm just going to start a vigorous training program. Eeeeck!

With the help and support of my children, my program has begun - bending, stretching, weight training, running, and ~~collapsing from exhaustion~~,

Bending and stretching

Running - "Honest girls. My legs won't move anymore. Ugghh!"

My Daily Journal

Exercise - the rewards will be worth it and this pain and stiffness are only temporary. "Oh, ouch. My aching back!"
Okay, I survived the first day of vigorous training and lived to tell about it. Wish me luck, my friends. I have a long way to go.

All I could do was watch . . .

2011-12-10T03:35:00.016-05:00

I have faced many emergency situations during my 40 years as a nurse - both at home and in the hospital but, never have I been faced with an emergency dealing with a duck - not until yesterday.

I felt helpless and didn't know what to do. What a terrible feeling to watch a helpless creature struggle to survive.

While strolling along the shore of Lake Ontario, I noticed a duck sitting very still on the ice covered water. At first, I thought it was sleeping but, that notion changed quickly when I saw him flutter his feathers and kick outward with his webbed foot. He appeared to be in distress. I stopped and watched. It became clear that he was stuck in the ice. I wondered how that could happen. He must have been sitting there for a long time to be frozen to the ice. The more he struggled, the more panicky I got. He was too far out for me to help plus, I would go through the thin ice if I tried. My only recourse was to call 'Animal Rescue.' I probably sounded like a maniac when I phoned but they reassured me that they would be there within the hour.

For what seemed a life time, I stayed by the shore and watched the poor duck try to free himself. Having never cared for a duck before, I didn't know how long it would take before he would succumb to hypothermia if at all. I internalized - if he collapses from exhaustion, I'll jump into the water and rescue him myself. Crazy I know - but, that was my frame of mind at the time. I paced a bit and mumbled to myself - then, 'it happened.' He broke loose and waddled towards the open water. I felt so relieved. For approximately one hour, the duck worked to break loose and, voila - he was free.

I hope old man winter doesn't throw any more surprises my way.

What I learned from this experience:
I wouldn't make a good duck nurse. Hey, I don't even know how to do CPR on a beaked animal. :))

I'm so happy everything turned out okay.
Yesterday's adventure had a happy ending and I found a few more white hairs.

I took a few photos and put together this wee video.

Have a fun-filled day, my friends!

Lonely Socks

2011-12-09T01:58:00.001-05:00

Why does it never fail that when I put two socks in the dryer, only one comes out? Where do the renegade socks go?

I know this strange phenomenon doesn't happen to me alone. I have witnessed, first hand, other people scratching their heads in wonderment.

Is there a sock conspiracy? Who's behind the missing socks - the government, sock gremlins, UFO encounters, an entity living in my dryer? I've even considered that there's a time warp vortex that opens up and devours vulnerable socks.

I thought about marching down main street with other bewildered people carrying signs - "Socks Unite" but, I had to refrain because I couldn't find a pair of socks to wear to the event.

Should I be scared?

Fess up, my friends. Someone out there must know something.

Mellow Rays of the Departing Sun

2011-12-08T17:26:00.000-05:00

Sun Rays peeking through the Clouds

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Young at Heart

2011-12-08T03:22:00.012-05:00

As I get older, I'm faced with the common aches and pains, the infamous sagging concerns, and the annoying senior moments. Rather than focus on what I can no longer do - I've decided to look at the brighter side of life. Afterall, I have a great role model.

My biggest inspiration in life is my 82 year old mother and I truly hope I follow in her youthful footsteps. It has always been her dream to fly a plane but, being deaf in her right ear made it impossible for her to take to the sky.

Did I really say, 'impossible?' Let me rephrase that - other people thought it was impossible, but not my mother. At the age of 82, she learned to fly a plane despite her disability and got her wings. Yep - you're never too old to chase a dream and succeed.

What a blessing to have a mother so young at heart!

Just look at her fly!

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Oh, by the way - did I mention that my elderly mother also rides a motorcycle and snowmobile? :))

"If wrinkles must be written upon our brow, let them not be written upon the heart; the spirit should not grow old."

Have an uplifting day, my friends!

Watery Wednesday - Majestic Wings

2011-12-07T12:56:00.000-05:00

"In all things of nature there is something of the marvelous."

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In Living Colour

2011-12-06T18:00:00.001-05:00

Old Man Winter is knocking at the door - but, there are still hints of colour peeking through.

I couldn't help but notice this red cardinal in the bird-feeder. It's colours were vibrant!

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Mother Nature preparing for Winter

2011-12-05T22:42:00.001-05:00

Today I took a wee stroll through 'Bluffer's Park' and was amazed by what I saw. The once vibrant colours were gone. The 'stick season' (as I call it) is upon us. Mother Nature has shred her colourful cloak.

I noticed many small animals scurrying about looking for food - any morsel they could find to store for the winter months.

Several park visitors were tossing bread crumbs at the birds while, still others were leaving behind bits of food for the squirrels.

I came across this bird nimbling at some cat food left behind by a passer-by.

Yes indeed, all seemed well in the world today as seen by this young boy paying homage to 'Mother Nature.'

Have a wonderful day, my friends!

A Mother's Wish

2011-12-02T17:52:00.021-05:00

I have another blog called, 'A Mother's Wish.'

Although my children left home years ago, I still can't get over these 'empty nest' feelings. They're both getting married soon and I'm so happy for them - but, I just can't seem to shake these moments of nostalgia. So, in an effort to move on, I started to blog about the earlier days. In essense, I've decided to rejoice in the fact that they've grown and are starting a history of their own.

I often wonder it's a normal feeling for a 60 year old woman to still be clinging to the yester-years.

My children then and now.

The Book I'm Reading

2011-12-02T15:43:00.000-05:00

How to participate: Share the first line (or two) of the book you are currently reading on your blog or in the comments. Include the title and the author so we know what you're reading. Then, if you would like, let us know what your first impressions were based on the first line, and let us know if you liked or did not like the first sentence. The link-up will be at A Few More Pages every Friday and will be open for the entire week.

The book I'm reading is "The Help" by Kathryn Stockett

The first two lines of the story:

"Mae Mobley was born on a early Sunday morning in August 1960. A church baby we like to call it."

The first two lines didn't really grab me but, after hearing so much about the book, I had to continue. I also wondered if the editor missed correcting, 'a early' or was it purposely left that way.

Hello My Friends

2011-12-01T07:02:00.000-05:00

I've been absent for a few years and have missed all of you.
A lot has happened since then that has kept me busy.

My son and daughter are both engaged and will be getting married in the near future to two wonderful people. Presently, I'm getting ready for Jen's wedding and helping her plan a destination wedding for May 6, 2012 - to take place in Punta Cana, Dominican Republic. We're all very excited! My son John, will also be getting married next winter and that too has me excited!

The blonde girl is my daughter, Jen and the big guy on the right is my son, John. They are celebrating together with their future spouses. Yep, there's love in the air in my little corner of the world!

The winter season seems to be here. It's snowing in Toronto, Canada and it's getting colder. I love the winter months - glistening blankets of snow, scenic views, and, did I mention - the cold weather? After the hot summer, I'm looking forward to the change.

I'm also still zipping around taking photos of everything in my path. This summer I came across a red fox while gardening. He seemed friendly enough. He just sat and watched me work. He even posed for a photo.

Well, I'm off for a wee while so until next time, have a wonderful day, my friends. I hope to visit your blogs real soon to see what you've been up to.

Love and warm hugsss, Susan xo

Splish Splash Award

2009-08-27T21:14:00.017-04:00

I'm so honoured to have received the 'Splish Splash Award' from Rae/Weather Vane

The beautiful mermaid surrounded by a rich blue background is an award I will always cherish. Thank you so much Rae!

There are many blogger who have inspired me and continue to do so each and every day. I would like to present this award to 9 of my blogger friends as a token of my appreciation and gratitude.

To HappyOne - 'Snap Shots by happyone'. Your photos and journal of 'Life is Good' say just that - Life is Good. Thank you!

To DJan - 'D-Jan-ity'. You are my inspiration. You prove that anything can be done if you believe. Keep soaring, my friend!

To Sally - 'Whispering Hope'. You are the epitome of Hope, my friend!

To AL - 'Caramel Macchiato'. Your cheerful posts and comments always leave me smiling.

To Judy/SquirrelQueen - 'The Road to Here'. Your inspirational quotes and photos always touch my heart.

To Sandy Carlson - 'Writing in Faith'. You are a gifted writer and are forever triggering my emotions with your words of wisdom.

To 'Holdfast Seeker'. May you someday witness the beautiful, green world that you so lovingly try to protect. Thank you for the invaluable education/wisdom that you generously share.

To Jan - 'The Little Web'. Your love for family radiates off my screen and brings me that much closer to mine.

To Sami - 'Herding Cats'. Reading your blog brings out my inner child and makes me feel young again.

Thank you again, Rae and back at'cha, my friend!

Love and hugsssss,
Susan

Mellow Yellow Monday

2009-08-23T22:37:00.006-04:00

A busy bee hard at work on a colourful yellow sunflower.

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SkyWatch Friday

2009-08-21T23:15:00.008-04:00

Reflective Skies
North Toronto - Ontario, Canada

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Monochrome Maniacs

2009-08-21T22:53:00.013-04:00

The Lone Traveller

Waiting. . . Just waiting

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Fleeting Moments of Solitude

Fear of the Unknown

2009-08-14T23:26:00.006-04:00

There are times in life when we experience a dark day where fear can take hold and paralyze us.

Fear of the unknown or an unwanted outcome. Most of us, sometime or another have been greeted by one of these difficult days. What kept you going? What gave you the strength to push forward – to keep your wits about you? Besides not having a choice in the matter, I think surrounding yourself with positive people and positive thoughts helps.

I feel a positive energy among my friends here and will hold on to the belief that this energy will get me through another frightening time. On Wednesday, I will be undergoing a medical procedure and will be praying for a flavorable outcome... I’m a wee bitty nervous but I will shine on and face whatever comes my way. Stay well, my friends!

I won’t be online for about a week but will keep you all in a safe place – my heart!

Love and hugssss,
Susan

Shine On

SkyWatch Friday

2009-08-14T22:43:00.008-04:00

Ominous clouds, heavy with rain hovering over Toronto, Ontario Canada

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'A View from Above' Photo Challenge

2009-08-13T00:28:00.034-04:00

Charmine at ‘Travel It’s Fun’ is hosting a photo challenge with the theme, “A view from above.”

My photos are views from the CN Tower (Observation Deck), Toronto Ontario
I was too afraid to stand on the glass floor with the city 553.33 metres (1,815.4 ft) below me. With my luck, the glass would have broken. Hehehehe

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A child standing in awe looking down at the city of Toronto from the Observation Deck

View from the revolving restaurant that completes a full rotation once every 72 minutes.

The top of Roger's Centre (Stadium) as viewed from the Observation Deck

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Watery Wednesday

2009-08-12T19:46:00.005-04:00

The incoming tide of Lake Ontario

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Silly Haiku Wednesday

2009-08-12T19:31:00.005-04:00

My poor attempt at writing a Haiku but from the heart!

Friends are forever
Imagine life without them
How sad that would be

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Remember back - friendship grows through the years!

Remember . . .

Today's Flowers

2009-08-10T21:04:00.020-04:00

Please come in. I'd like to introduce you to my flowers. :)

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Ruby Tuesday

2009-08-10T20:24:00.013-04:00

Strummin' along on a bright red guitar with my own precious gem - my daughter, Jen.

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Monochrome Maniacs

2009-08-09T17:46:00.006-04:00

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New Beginnings

A small child looking forward into a bright future

Cast Aside

In a wooded area I spotted an old wooden chair. I wondered how it got there. Had someone just tossed it aside? Although it is an inanimate object, I felt sorry for the abandoned chair.

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Mellow Yellow Monday

2009-08-09T16:50:00.009-04:00

It was a rainy day but the garden had to be maintained. I was raking the leaves and enjoying every minute. My hard hat was slipping off my head and I was a wee-bitty dirty, but aside from that, I was dry and happy in my yellow rain gear holding my yellow rake. Hehehehe – What a sight, eh?

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Scenic Sunday

2009-08-09T03:01:00.009-04:00

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The high cliffs overlooking Lake Ontario
Scarborough Bluffs, Toronto, Ontario Canada

To sit in the shade on a fine day and look upon the verdant green hills is the most perfect refreshment.
- Jane Austin

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Online Friends really make a Difference

2009-08-08T20:05:00.033-04:00

I have heard many people say that online friends aren’t real. Some have even gone so far as to say,

"Susan, you need to get a life and get off the computer."

Maybe some people believe this statement to be true, but not me!

I’ve witnessed firsthand the outpouring of love by musicians worldwide when my sister passed away. Even today, 3 years later, her internet friends are remembering Mary with love and kindness.

She was a musician and truly left her mark on the hearts of many.

Many a day I receive email from some of her online friends – people I have never met. They share memories and keep my sister’s spirit alive – an act of kindness that I find so comforting. I’m deeply touched by the tributes paid to my sister and want the world to know that you have helped me and mine get through a very difficult time in all that you have said and done. You really made a difference!

One of Mary’s friends wrote and posted the following -

“The untimely and tragic death of one of MP3 Unsigned's most loved artists, Canadian singer/songwriter Mary Gottschalk has cast a pall of sadness over that site that is almost palpable. To those people who say that online life is not ‘real’ or ‘relevant’ I can only shake my head in wonder. Friends are friends, online or off it. In my books, Mary Gottschalk was my friend and I am overwhelmed by the impact her death has had on me and the many others her life has touched in that special way she had… Even now - as I write these words ... I still have tears rolling down my cheeks and I don’t care because she touched me deeply and I’m not afraid to say that I loved her and will miss her terribly.”

The following video, more so the song - is something I hold dear. My sister was writing the music before she passed away but didn't have the opportunity to write the lyrics. Two of her online friends wrote the lyrics after her death and dedicated it to her.

Remembering my little sister, Mary

Online friends are just as real as real life friends - sometimes more.

To all my friends here - I'm so glad that our keyboards have touched.

Love and hugssss
Susan (a real person) xo

Show My Face

2009-08-08T11:02:00.010-04:00

My six words for today -

Life is wonderful surrounded by friends.

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SkyWatch Friday

2009-08-07T21:04:00.011-04:00

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Heavenly Rays over Rocky Cliffs
Bluffer's Park
Scarborough, Ontario Canada

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Another 'Hoppy' Adventure

2009-08-07T19:51:00.040-04:00

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I did not find any baby birds today but while working in the Remembrance Garden, I happened upon a frightened baby bunny.

He was squeezed between a large rock and the ground. I looked around and couldn’t see his mother. I wondered where she had gone and thought that he might be an orphan.

After watching the wee bunny for a few minutes, I reached under the rock and rubbed his back. I could feel him shaking and trying to dig in that much further. I went back to work and promised myself that I'd visit this little fellow again after lunch.

When I returned, he was facing me but still hovering under the rock. I placed some chopped up lettuce and carrots next to him in hopes that he would start nibbling - and that he did!

Moments later and feeling safer with me, he ventured out from under the rock and hopped a few inches in my direction. Did he know that I was a friend? I hope so.

I sat next to the wee bunny and picked him up gently. All was fine and then he let out a loud squeal. Eeeeccckkkk! I didn’t know bunnies squealed! I thought I hurt him but in actual fact, I think he was crying out for his mother.

As quick as a bunny (hehehehe) - a larger bunny came out of nowhere. I think it was his mother.

She sat about 10 feet away from me and just watched. She must have been thinking,

“Put my baby down!”

And that’s exactly what I did.

My little bunny hopped away in the direction of his mother and together they zipped away into the distance. Everything was alright after that. Baby bunny had been reunited with his mommy.

I went back several more times during the day and always found the little bunny sitting under the rock with the food I had left. I will continue to visit everyday and have lunch with “Rocky” and his mother -- my new found friends! :))

Boy! It really feels like spring these days. Everything is blooming and baby animals are appearing everywhere. :)

I had a real buzzzzzzy day but I had a lot of fun playing in the gardens!

I hope you all had a wonderful day too!

Love and hugssss,
Susan xo

Monochrome's Weekly Theme

2009-08-05T21:00:00.023-04:00

Remembering Winter's Embrace

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Location: Scarborough, Ontario Canada
Highland Creek

When a tree sheds its colourful, autumn shawl -
It leaves behind the memories of what has been
and a longing for more!

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Watery Wednesday

2009-08-05T20:24:00.018-04:00

Raindrops

The Parade of Swans - Lake Ontario, Toronto

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Ruby Tuesday

2009-08-04T23:09:00.009-04:00

A Rosey Disposition.

A Blast from the Past

2009-08-04T21:51:00.008-04:00

I just got through reading Rae's/Weather Vane's blog on Back to School -- reminiscing about days gone by, first day of school shopping sprees, and how things have changed through the years. I thoroughly enjoyed revisiting past memories. It's a great read and one worth reading!

Do any of you remember the Ed Sullivan Show, I Love Lucy, and Captain Kangaroo?

We didn't have more than two TV channels when I was a kid but I still remember sitting in front of the TV with my family. Those were great times.

What do you remember about your childhood days that have changed?

I hope you enjoy this Blast from the Past!

Love and hugsssss,
Susan xo

A Blast from the Past

Look what I found!

2009-08-04T20:45:00.014-04:00

If you read my previous post, you'll remember that I found a wee bird yesterday and was all excited that his mother hadn't abandoned him.

Well, today I got another surprise when I went out to check on the wee one. I not only found a healthy baby bird - I found two.

How could I have missed seeing the second bird yesterday?

What a pleasant surprise! I sat in awe as they chirped a cheery tune for me.

Moments later one of the baby birds ventured out of the nest and stood proudly on a branch. She fluttered her wings for awhile but didn't take to the air.

After a taste of freedom, she gingerly hopped back into the nest and resumed chirping.

Now I'm wondering, "Do you think there'll be a third bird tomorrow. Hehehehe

I just love the Mohawk hairdo! :)))))

Have a wonderful evening everybody.

Love and hugssss,
Susan xo

An Unexpected Surprise

2009-08-03T21:15:00.022-04:00

It was a beautiful day and I spent most of it in the garden. I was tippy-toeing through the bushes trying to trim a few overgrown branches. As I moved around, I thought I heard something - then suddenly, the bushes came alive. I jumped back and to my surprise I saw a baby bird.

At first I felt my heart sink. "OMG, I could have stepped on it as I wandered through the bushes." Thank goodness I didn't.

When I looked down at the wee bird, I felt a warm and fuzzy feeling inside. What a grand sight - a new life was greeting me with a faint chirping sound. I wondered if he was calling for his mother. It was so cute!

The mother in me wanted to carry the bird away to safety (like into the house - hehehe) but I knew I couldn't. His mother was around somewhere probably looking for food and would be frantic if he was gone when she came back. At least that's how I'd feel. :))

So I gently put the bird back in the nest and moved away slowly.

A few hours later I went back to check on the bird but was chased away by his mother. She was sitting above the bush on a tree branch watching over her baby and swooped down at me when I approached.

There's something special about a mother's love - be it human or animal. She's forever protecting her young.

I'm happy to report that the mother did not abandon her baby and, as I type, I know my unexpected surprise is probably resting comfortably in his nest with Momma bird somewhere nearby.

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Have a good day, my friends!

Love and hugssss
Susan xo

August Farmers' Market Challenge

2009-08-03T17:33:00.031-04:00

Yep - It's back! SquirrelQueen is hosting 'The Farmers' Market Challenge.'

Please check out her blog, "The Road to Here" for all the details.

Join in and have some fun. You'll be glad you did!

Love and hugsss
Susan xo

Mellow Yellow Monday

2009-08-03T04:39:00.011-04:00

The yellow sunflower makes me feel warm and mellow.
I hope you all have a sunshiny day!

Hugssss, Susan xo

Scenic Sunday

2009-08-03T00:43:00.001-04:00

Night casts its shadow over Lake Ontario - Bluffers Park in Scarborough.

A Loving Gesture that made a Difference

2009-08-02T14:46:00.001-04:00

Today I saw something that warmed my heart!

I was standing in line at the local food mart when I heard a child giggling in excitement. As I turned my head, I saw a wee-little girl running towards her mother. She looked so cute and couldn't have been more than 3 years old.

Her upper body seemed to be moving faster than her feet and it was obvious that she was about to go head-over-heels.

She was approximately 15 feet away from me. I instinctively reached out to no avail. Everyone standing near me did the same thing ~ as if our arms could stretch magically.

With a loud thud, she hit the floor hard. My heart dropped as her mother bent down and embraced her with a loving hug. All seemed calm a few seconds later. The little girl's eyes still pooled with tears clung to her mother's leg.

Then it happened! It was so unexpected and so beautiful that several of us let out an audible ~ "Awwwwwwwww!"

A little boy, again no older than 6 or 7 years old went over to the wee girl and gave her a hug. Immediately, the little girl smiled sheepishly and said, "I fall down." As if to ease her pain, the young boy kissed her gently on the cheek and said, "All better." Something his parents must have done to him in the past ~ and something he must have found comforting.

Everyone who witnessed this loving gesture left the store a better person ~ me included! May we always cherish their innocence and follow their lead by caring for one another?

Every day, try to reach out and touch someone.

Most people love that human touch - holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back ~ even from cyberspace.

To all of you {{{{{{{{{{{{ Hugssssss }}}}}}}}}}}}

Susan xo

SquirrelQueen’s Cool Photo Challenge -

2009-08-01T23:21:00.001-04:00

This is SquirrelQueen's challenge -

"It's Photo Challenge time!
This challenge is the brain child of Donna at The Brenda Photo Challenge. Each of the challenges has a different host and a different theme.

I am hosting this challenge and the theme I have chosen is BE COOL!

Ways to beat the heat! Or what you think is cool! You pick as long as it's COOL!

For more information on the challenge visit The Brenda Photo Challenge. http://brendaphotochallenge.blogspot.com/
If you are posting for the challenge sign in at The Brenda Photo Challenge.

Also be sure to visit Donna's to see what others have posted."

For me, anything to do with water helps me stay 'cool.'
I drink it, I relax around it, I water my flowers with it, and I enjoy its spray when I'm hot.
Yep! That's what keeps me cool.

When hot, I also try to use imagery to stay cool. I remain in the present moment - a beautiful summer's day surrounded by flowers and at the same time, I try to remember those cold winter days. Putting these two thoughts together mentally helps me stay cool. The image below is roses in the snow. :)))

My cool flower doing the Happy Dance

One Happy Flower

Record Breaking Heat Wave

2009-07-30T19:17:00.000-04:00

I have been reading and watching the news lately about the sweltering heat wave many areas of Canada and the US have been experiencing.

I personally love the summer months but I'm definitely not looking forward to the heat and humidity. We have been very fortunate in Toronto. Instead of living through the heat, we have been getting a lot of rain and cool breezes. I wish I had a magic wane so I could share it with those who need it most.

Today the temperature went up to 27 degrees celcius but I'm not complaining. Compared to British Columbia's record breaking 33.8 degrees celcius, 27 is cool. I don't mind working in the rain or getting wet either :))

I'm hoping that the cool rains and gentle breezes reach all of you experiencing this heat wave and I hope things have cooled down a wee-bitty for DJan, one of my blogger friends. Stay cool everybody. This time of extremes will pass!

Remember to stay hydrated and drink plenty of water. Just think, in a few short months we'll be bundling up to stay warm in the snow.

Hugssss
Susan xo

Angels walk amongst us

2009-07-30T04:20:00.001-04:00

I was deeply touched by CARAMEL MACCHIATO'S blog, "A Picture of Heaven."
It brought to light the suffering of innocent children and how an act of kindness can rekindle their spirits and trigger new found smiles.

Al's post is inspirational and her last words really say it all --

"The reward of joy in my heart was so priceless as I watch them leave stroking their tummies and with their heart full of gladness while my soul was so filled with happiness and again anticipating for our next much awaited gathering."

If you haven't read her blog, please do!

Bless the Children

My Stroll with Mother Nature

2009-07-30T03:24:00.001-04:00

One of my favorite places to relax is the Scarborough Bluffs in Ontario, Canada.

When the day is long and hard, I visit Mother Nature.

On this particular day I took a long stroll. I observed the beauty around me -- the scenery, the people, the animals and the vast sky. With camera in hand, I began clicking away! I was one with nature.
I hope you enjoy the stroll as much as I did.

Do you have a special, peaceful place?

My Stroll with Mother Nature

A Tubular Request

2009-07-28T18:52:00.000-04:00

By no means is this meant to poke fun at people. My intention is to illustrate how terminology in various specialty areas - whether it be scientific, technical, or business related - may be common place for some people but foreign to others.

I have worked in the medical field for 35 years; therefore, I find medical terminology routine. However, start talking about rollpans, shift boots, rucks and mauls, or a Helmholtz resonator; the most intelligent word you’d hear from me would be, “Duh.”

I’ve never needed to know that, Sabine absorption is A = 0.921 Vd /c. Hell, I wouldn’t even know what subject area you would be referring to. Just recently, someone mentioned my typeface and my response – “oval I guess.” I later found out he was referring to my font. Even when we write, we tend to gravitate towards personal experiences and special interests.

This just goes to show that we all have our areas of familiarity and should never feel less of a person for having to ask for clarification. With that said, here’s my story.

Many moons ago, I was working in Centenary Hospital’s outpatient department. My duty was to obtain pre-operative ECGs (electrocardiograms) and to collect blood and urine samples. On one particular morning, a tall, husky man – approximately 25 years old, sat in front of me - his wife, by my side. After collecting two vials of blood, I handed him a specimen container and asked for a urine sample.

Ten minutes passed, but he hadn’t returned. At first, I didn’t feel that it was anything out of the ordinary. After all, it’s not always easy to void on demand. After another ten minutes, my curiosity was heightened when his wife started to pace. I decided to knock on the washroom door.

“Are you alright?”

His response, “Ya, I’m okay. I’ll be out in a minute.”

When he appeared, I immediately knew what had taken him so long - so did his wife.

One must remember that in some hospitals, urine containers are in the shape of test tubes (as was his).

He proudly handed me the container, jam packed --

I still can’t figure out how he got it into that narrow tube. Without missing a beat and to avoid any unnecessary embarrassment, I picked up another tube and asked for a “pee” specimen.

He appeared agitated. “You should have asked me the first time. I don’t know if I can go again.”

Little did he know that I did. The young man didn’t understand what I meant by the word, “urine.”

Eventually, after four glasses of water, he was able to give me the needed sample. I’m only sorry that I had to discard his first donation.

As they were leaving the laboratory, I heard his wife chuckling. Seconds later, he said, “shit” and she responded – “exactly.” They both burst out laughing, as did I.

Now, regardless of who the patient is, I approach this situation differently. If you ever happen to appear in front of me for a pre-operative workup - you will hear me ask, “Can you “pee” in the container for me?” Yep, that’ll be me.

This experience reminded me that just because the terms; urine, void and micturate are common, every day words to me; they are not necessarily routine for others.

My Cheeks were Red with Embarrassment

2009-07-28T02:01:00.000-04:00

Have you ever done something that made your face light up in embarrassment, but in hindsight, you laugh yourself silly? How's that saying go - "A picture is worth a thousand words."

Today after work, I decided to go for a jog. It looked like rain so I wore my nylon sweat pants. I plugged my ipod into my ear and zipped out the door.

It turned out to be a beautiful evening... After my run, I realized that I needed a few things at the store. Instead of rushing home to change, I trotted over to the supermarket and grabbed myself a grocery cart and away I went down the aisles. Hey - I felt like a million bucks, especially after running two miles.

Then I saw the cat food on the bottom shelf. I crouched down and took a gander. Let me see - Kitty Chow - that's it.

I reached for the bag, stood up and placed the package in my cart. All seemed well - YA RIGHT! I felt a wee breeze on my legs and when I looked down, I gasped...

My pants were around my ankles.

OMG! Sh&%t!!

The elastic waistband lost its desire to hug my waist and went south. What a sight to behold - Susan standing in her underwear! I never moved so fast in my life. I grabbed my drawers, yanked them up and looked to see if anyone was watching.

Phewwwwww - or so I thought!

As I scanned the aisles, I noticed a young man trying to smother his laughter. His eyes looked every-which-way as not to embarrass me any further - until he couldn't resist any longer and let out a loud - Baahahahahahaha!

My feet started to move as I held on tight to my bloomers. I passed the laughing bystander, made a dash for the checkout counter, and bolted through the exit door. I didn't stop until I got home.

As I sit here typing, I wonder if my shopping cart, with the cat food, is still sitting on aisle 4 waiting for my return!

I hope the store camera didn’t catch my act, otherwise, I may be the next shining star on, “America’s Funniest Videos.”

So - what happened to you today?

Sky Watch Friday

2009-07-25T17:48:00.001-04:00

Nature's Night Light
I so enjoy watching the sun go down after a leisurely stroll. It so breath-taking!

Location: Scarborough Bluffs, Toronto, Ontario Canada

Oh Nooooooo!

2009-07-25T16:44:00.001-04:00

Have you ever had one of those days? Well, today is my turn.

I brought this on all by myself. While surfing the net and sipping on a cup of coffee, the phone rang.

I got up to answer it leaving my coffee beside the computer (my first big mistake and something I usually never do). I was talking to my friend when suddenly I heard a thump. Eeeeecccckkkk! My cat, Sassy knocked over my coffee cup saturating my laptop keyboard. I quickly said my goodbyes to my friend and ran to the computer. Nothing! It didn’t respond when I tried to start it up again. Whaaaaaa!
Sassy's hiding because she knows shes done something wrong but I can’t blame her for my carelessness.

I went to Staples and asked if they could salvage my laptop. Good news and bad news – I was told that if I brought it in tomorrow, a technician will try to fix it which will take approximately 4 to 5 days. The bad news is that I’ll be without my computer for a few days and won’t be able to check in with all my friends here unless my son lets me use his computer (like I'm doing now). I can only hope. My son uses his computer for work and I’d be afraid to touch anything just in case I deleted something important.

I’m going to miss you all and hope they can fix my computer soon. I think I’m addicted to my computer. Hehehehe

To top things off, it’s raining hard outside – What’s that saying? “If it rains, it pours.”

Well, I’m still happy because I love the rain and everything else is okay out my way.
I think I’ll go for a walk in the rain and take my trusty camera with me!
Have a great weekend everybody. I hope to be online again soon!

Love and hugsssss
Susan xo
@-}--

Rain

2009-07-25T15:21:00.000-04:00

SquirrelQueen has posted a challenge.
"The purpose of this challenge is to raise awareness for purchasing locally produced foods. Be it fruits, vegetables, dairy products or related items we want to know what's available where you live."

I love tomatoes, especially organically grown cherry tomatoes.
Travelling up towards Stouffville, Ontario (only 20 minutes from my home) one will find several roadside stands and shops selling fresh, homegrown fruits and vegetables. I always stop by when I'm up that way and buy oodles. I also like to pick strawberries and make my own jam.

There's nothing like homegrown fruit and vegetables - that's the way to go - Great food choices for healthy living!

The Sky's the Limit Photo Challenge

2009-07-21T22:41:00.001-04:00

Not unlike humans, the sky is often referred to as "angry, dark, blue, cloudy, happy, clear, etc.

If you have a photo showing the sky personified, please post your link. I’d be interested in seeing what emotion you caught with your camera when you looked up at the sky.

The above photo is one I took at sunset -- an angry, flaming sky.

Have fun and remember - the sky’s the limit!

Love and hugsss
Susan xo

Look Up . . .

Holdfast Seeker's Photo Challenge

2009-07-21T19:25:00.000-04:00

I learned from CARAMEL MACCHIATO’s blog that Holdfast Seeker has posted a photo challenge – “Your favorite photo.”
I have many favorites but the above photo came to mind immediately because it deals with children and their loving nature.

I took this photo while strolling through Bluffer’s Park in Scarborough, Ontario. The young boy is my nephew, Matthew. He loves animals and anything involving nature so when it came time to feed the birds, he stepped up and shared his snack.

As I was taking the photo, I heard him say, “Are you hungry, birdie?”

That statement triggered my smile!
There’s something magic about children – they give so lovingly!

Love and hugsss
Susan xo

'Paws' for Thought

2009-07-20T20:42:00.001-04:00

For all you animal lovers out there...

May we take their lead and live in peace and harmony!

Paws For Thought

Happy tails to you ~ always

Love and hugsssss
Susan xo

Happy Endings and Smiles

2009-07-20T19:49:00.000-04:00

Life can sometimes throw obstacles and hardships our way yet there's always something that can trigger a smile -- something to brighten our day!

My son came across this wee bunny when trimming the grass.
A little while later, he set it free to be with his family -- away from harms way!

Caption this . . .
Many times a photo triggers a smile, but add a caption and voila -- the photo takes on a whole new meaning!

A CATastrophic Surprise
“Eeeeecckk! Who let the dog in?”

Birds of a feather
“Hey buddy! Stop following me -- I'm not your momma!”

Girl's Night Out
“Okay ladies, get a move on or you'll miss your flight.”

Just funnin' with ya!
Have a great day everybody!

Love and hugssss
Susan xo

A Weekend to Remember

2009-07-19T22:52:00.001-04:00

What a wonderful weekend! Not only did I celebrate another birthday, I also spent time with my husband and children. The neighbours must have spent many hours giggling at our antics on the front lawn. We posed for pictures, laughed together, reminisced about years gone by, and danced in the streets. We were happy and carefree!

Later in the evening, we went to 'Smiling Jack's' or the Road House as we like to call it -- and enjoyed a great meal together while singing along with the local band. I was taken back when one of the lead singers approached us and informed me that the next song was going to be dedicated to me (and my birthday). Soon afterwards, I found myself up on the stage jammin' with the band. Image - a white haired older woman dancing on the stage. Hahahaha! What a great time I had and a birthday I'll never forget!

The day ended with me visiting my wee nephew, Matthew. Bless his heart. He spent the tips he made at the flower shop and bought me 3 beautiful roses. Attached to the card he wrote. "To Susan, Love Matt. I Love You." He has no idea just how much his token of love meant to me. What a perfect way to end a day -- surrounded by the ones you love. I will always cherish the special moments I spend with my family. I am so blessed!

I hope you all had a great weekend too!

Love and hugsssss Susan xo

Finding Your Swan

2009-07-17T22:50:00.000-04:00

Ever have the feeling that everyone’s going “QUACK” when you’re going “HONK?”

Do you sometimes find yourself saying ~ “I’m not like the rest - I’m different?”

Feeling out of place?

Like the Ugly Duckling ~ we don’t always recognize our own strength or beauty. We focus more on ~ “If Only…”

In time, our mind’s eye will adjust to these dark feelings and we’ll begin to see our surroundings in a new light ~

We’ll recognize the real enemy ~ Fear
Then, like the duckling, our dreams will come true ~
Our Swan will appear!

As a child, growing old was something I dreaded. I never thought I'd become one of those 'white-haired' women with saggy skin -- but alas, age caught up and grabbed hold of me. Yep, I have white hair and my body is starting to sag. :))) Now when I walk by young children I often wonder if they're thinking the same thing.

Well, tomorrow I'm celebrating another birthday and I feel great! I'm alive, I'm happy, and I feel good about myself. No fear here just contentment. The sun will come out tomorrow and I'll be greeting it with a big smile! Woooweeeeee! Isn't life wonderful? You bet'cha it is!

I've finally found my swan even if I do look like an old pigeon. :)

“I never dreamed of such happiness as this, while I was an ugly duckling.”
~ Hans Christian Andersen

I hope all your tomorrows are filled with sunshine and laughter!

Hugsssss
Susan xo

Freedom to Soar

Frozen in Time

2009-07-12T21:51:00.000-04:00

Today while strolling through blogger.com, I found SquirrelQueen's amazing blog. The photos and posts were so inspirational leaving me in awe. If you haven't visited her site, I suggest you do. I'm new to photography but enjoy taking photos of the world around me.

Every photo tells a story .
Sometimes we come across a scene and ask ourselves: "Why? Who? What?"
Our minds wander in search for answers -- Answers to questions we will never know.
Hence, the real story is frozen in time . . .

Out of place?
On a sandy beach a lone flower grabs my attention. Was it placed there in remembrance of someone, thrown away as a symbolic gesture - lost love, dropped unintentionally, or was it left behind after a romantic stroll? One can only wonder.
I did not disturb the flower simply because I did not know who put it there or why.

The Happy Imposter
I happened upon little guy nestled between two tree branches.
I wonder how he got there. :)
If his purpose was to bring a smile to my face -- he succeeded.

Grace
"No bird ever...raced 15 miles high at triple the speed of sound. But birds do something else. They do not conquer the air; they romance it."
Peter Garrison

Man must rise above the Earth - to the top of the atmosphere and beyond - for only thus will he fully understand the world in which he lives.
- Socrates

When I come across animals, I often wonder -- 'What are they thinking?' Hehehe
"Oh nuts! The lady with the camera's watchin' me."

"Hahaha. Now that was funny!"
My wee cat, Sassy always laughs at my jokes. :)

Nature's Peaceful Slumber
I love watching night fall -- tucking the sun in for another day.

Soft winds whirling about
Trees quietly sway
Majestic shadows caress the land
Waters calm for a day

Tranquility lays its blanket
Sunlight closes its blind
Lunar's comforting night light
God's creatures rest for a time.

Susan Gilson

Thank you for the encouragement, SquirrelQueen.
I hope you enjoy my photos as much as I enjoyed taking them.

Love and hugsssss
Susan
@-}--

Anything's possible if you believe!

2009-07-12T02:43:00.001-04:00

On May 20, 2008 I suffered a stroke affecting my left side. I had difficulty walking and needed a cane to get around. My speech was also affected which was frustrating when trying to communicate.

My children, John and Jen were my biggest supporters in recovery. They instilled in me the belief that I could regain all my mobility and surpass the difficult times.

John and I discussed goals and we both came to the decision that we’d all enter the 5k marathon on May 10, 2009 – a year after my stroke. Each day he would train with me. As the days and weeks went by I grew stronger and the cane was no longer needed. * poof, gone *

We started slow, running a mile and progressively increasing each day until we reached 5 miles. We also did weight training 3 times a week. I was exhausted after each session but felt exhilarated when I finished.

Then the day came when Jen and John challenged me to take the ‘CN Tower Stair Climbing Challenge – all 1,776 steps.’ I was game and decided to take them up on their challenge. So on April 16, 2009 we set out to the CN Tower and accomplished our goal. We all reached the top of the Tower. I must admit that it was hard but, boy what a rush when I climbed the last set of stairs and saw my children standing front and centre cheering me on – a moment I’ll never forget.

John and I continued to workout and train for the marathon. One Saturday, Jen and her friend, Tara joined us and what a great time we had!

Well, the marathon was a SUCCESS! I ran beside my husband and children. I DID IT! I ran my first marathon. Yippieeeee! I never thought I’d be able to walk again never mind run a marathon.

I learned a lot from my children!

“Don’t find reasons why you can’t succeed – find reasons why you can.” And, God bless them – I did!

Anything’s possible if you believe. Never give up just take it one step at a time and watch the miracle happen!

The video below is our playful workout together all in good fun ~
John is portrayed as a tyrant in this video but, in actual fact, he was always gentle, supportive, and very protective of me. He was my mentor and inspiration.

It's Crunch Time

Life is beautiful. Live each day to the fullest!

Love and hugssss
Susan xo
@-}--

Empty Nest Syndrome

2009-07-11T22:54:00.001-04:00

When my daughter was younger, she liked to play dress-up ~ funny hats, long beads, gloves and high-heels. Here she looks like the poor little rich girl. She had just finished watching the movie, "Little Princess" starring Shirley Temple. In hindsight I wonder ~ What was going through Jen's little head – What was she thinking?
How fast the years pass. Today she’s a 24 year old woman and I’m playing dress-up ~ the poor little rich mom ~ (minus the rich) :))

Tonight, I was reminiscing of days gone by ~ back to the yester-years when Jen was a wee baby!
I remember the nights we sat together and talked for hours.
She would share her dreams. Everything seemed to be moving so slow for her back then.
Boy ~ does time fly!
Many a night she would reveal her fears ~ “Mom what if I fail?”
But deep down inside, I knew she would succeed! Hey, us moms know these things. :)
I heard a song tonight and my dear Jen came to mind.
She reached up high, grabbed a star and now she’s shining bright!
I’m so very proud of her but miss those precious moments together.
But I’m still smiling because I know she has reached her goal and, more important, she’s happy!
Every parent’s dream ~

A little something I put together for Jen's birthday - last November.

Heaven Sent: My Precious Daughter, Jennifer

Please excuse the rantings of a mother ~ but I had to tell someone how I felt!
I know all you mother's out there can relate.
When our children are young we sometimes forget that time, distance, and life will lead our children down another path. Enjoy them while you can for someday they will leave home to start their own families.

Okay...I'll put a sock in it now and scoot.

Love Susan xo
@-}--

The Garden of Remembrance

2009-07-11T21:53:00.001-04:00

The 'Garden of Remembrance' - one of the gardens I care for and maintain.

Garden of Remembrance - 2008

"Every flower is a soul blossoming in nature."
Unknown author

Gardens of Remembrance

2009-07-11T19:55:00.000-04:00

Retirement came easy for me. Having worked in the medical field for 35 plus years, I looked forward to the life of leisure - or so I thought. I enjoyed a few months of sleeping without the dreaded alarm clock ticking beside my head. I did as I pleased for a while but started to miss work. Cleaning house and working on the periodic house improvement project just wasn't enough. I missed socializing with co-workers, my patients, and feeling that sense of accomplishment - the feeling that I made a positive difference, if even a small one, in someone's life.

So... with the support of my children, I set out and found a job. I was hired as a landscaper and gardener for York Cemetery. I didn't know a thing about gardening and was terrified to venture out into an unknown career. Needless to say, after a few months of hard work and training, I grew to love my job. There wasn't the same stress as I knew in the hospital - No life and death decisions. There was a calmness that followed me around each day. Don't get me wrong though. There is a death aspect that comes along with working in a cemetery. Every day, I stand and bow my head as funeral precessions pass by. I watch people hug one another and cry for the ones they've lost. There are moments of sadness but,this is a part of life that will greet us all someday.

People finding out that I work in a "graveyard" have asked,

"Aren't you afraid? You're surrounded by so much death."

"Do you see ghosts or strange things?"

Some go so far as to say,

"You'll never find me working in a cemetery."

My response usually goes something like this.

"No I'm not afraid to work here. If anything, I find it peaceful."

As for seeing ghosts - There have been a few incidents when I thought I saw a shadow in the corner of my eye but when I looked up there was nothing there. Many of my co-workers have also experienced this. There's nothing to be afraid of. Personally, I believe that we are surrounded by spirits each and every day regardless of where we are. While working in the hospital I experienced many such encounters or, at least, I think I did. I can't explain what happened or why but have been left with the opinion that they where acts from beyond. Maybe someday I'll write a blog and share these stories, but for now, back to the cemetery.

Working in the gardens at the cemetery gives me that sense of accomplishment I needed. I can give that added touch to someone's grave site - special care to the flowers, washing the tombstone, mowing the lawn or trimming around the monuments. Standing back and looking at my work afterwards makes me smile. I hear myself saying, this would surely trigger a smile on the faces of family members of the deceased or even the spirit of the deceased him/herself. That's what it is all about for me - I can add a smile to someone's day and feel good about it.

Aside from working in my gardens, I also enjoy the wonderful scenery and wildlife around me. There is a beautiful array of colourful flowers to feast my eyes on and countless wee critters that join me on my trails - rabbits, squirrels, birds galore, resident geese and mallard ducks to name a few. I am a familiar sight to them just as they are to me. This season I've been observing a duck family for a number of months and would love to share their love story with you. The colourful male duck has been following the female around for weeks chasing off those who come close - myself included. He knows me now and doesn't run me off anymore which has made it possible for me to take a few photos of their cycle of life. Yes! There is life in the cemetery.

The following video is Part 1 of their story. Hopefully when the little ducklings hatch and are led to the water by the mother duck, I will capture those moments on film. Stay tuned -

Words I believe -

"Every flower is a soul blossoming in nature."
Unknown author

Have a wonderful day, my friends

Susan xo
@-}--

I Love You More

2009-07-06T03:34:00.000-04:00

Our children give us more than they will ever know. The scope of their hopes and dreams leave us humbled and awed. Every antic, every question, every conversation carries the power to make us recognize what is truly important in this life. Too often, we miss these moments of truth and beauty. We fail to recognize them for what they really are: glimpses of heaven before our time ~

It all began as we were standing in front of the bathroom mirror, me fixing Jen's fine, blonde hair. I was putting in the final elastic of a spunky pair of pony tails and finished with, "I love you, Jen."

"And I love you," she replied.

"Oh, yeah," I taunted, "well, I love you more."

Her eyes lit up as she recognized the cue for the start of another "I love you more" match. "Nuh-uh," she laughed, "I love you the most."

"I love you more than a volcano!" I countered--a favorite family phrase in these battles of love.

"But, Mom, I love you from here to China."

We volleyed back and forth a few favorite lines. "I love you more than peanut butter"...Well, I love you more than television"..."I even love you more than bubble gum."

It was my turn again, and I made the move that usually brings victory. "Too bad, chickadee. I love you more than the universe!"

On this day, however, Jen was not going to give up. I could see she was thinking.

"Mom," she said in a quiet voice, "I love you more than myself."

I stopped. Dumbfounded ~ Overwhelmed by her sincerity. Here I thought that I knew more than she did. I thought I knew at least everything that she knew. What a wonderful expression of love ~ she loved me more than herself.

Jen is now 24 years old and we still have these “I love you more” matches. I still maintan ~

“Jen, I love you more ~ More than forever and a day.”

I await her response. :)))

An Angel on My Shoulder

2009-07-05T12:04:00.000-04:00

Having worked in the medical field for many years, I have witnessed a lot of final goodbyes and heartache. On February 22, 2006 I said my final farewell to my little sister, Mary. I prayed that she would survive until my return the next day but it wasn’t meant to be. Mary passed away on February 23, 2006.

Our Last Moments Together

I lift her hand and squeeze gently. It’s so cold and swollen ~
I glance at her legs, motionless, her energetic stride halted
The mechanical sounds echo throughout the room
Overhead screens displaying pressures, vital signs, ECG tracings
The hissing sound of the humidifier fills the quiet.
A multitude of IV and CVP lines intertwined around her neck, arms and right leg.

Are you in pain Mary?
I want so much to lift your suffering but I do not have the strength
I look down at her once gentle face and find my worst nightmare
Can she hear me?
A single tear ~ is that a body reflex or is she crying inside?
I cannot embrace my sweet Mary for the alarms command distance
Her mouth slightly open with her tongue framing the plastic endotracheal tube
Unnatural intrusions but necessary to maintain her precious life
Her body twitches ~ is she in pain?
Oh God, please take her mind to a quiet place where she can escape any discomfort
Do not let fear find her gentle soul.

It’s time to leave Mary.
I do not want to go.
I do not want to release my hold.
Do you know that I’m leaving?
Are you afraid to be alone?
Did you just squeeze my hand or am I just wishing it so?
Oh Mary ~ let’s go back to those carefree days
Let me see your loving smile and feel your gentle embrace again
Good night sweet Mary
Do not leave me in the night for I promise to return tomorrow.

My tears brush her hand as I kiss her good night
I’m leaving my heart and soul with you dear Mary
Sleep well dearest sister. I love you!

Hold on Mary! Hold on!
I promise I’ll never stop believing.

Mary passed away Feb. 23, 2006
and a part of me died with her.

I find solace in her music ~ I remember her playful nature
She had such a positive spirit. I miss her daily calls.
I long for her carefree nature.
Oh Mary ~ Hold me now!

Love your big sister ~ always and forever!
Oh how I miss you!
Goodbye for now my beautiful little rose.

Catalogue of Music

Mary is an Angel who touched many with her music and gentle soul.

Quote from mp3 Unsigned
"She left behind her a beautiful catalogue of music that you can view via the link at the bottom of this page, and a community that is deeply saddened as a result of our loss. That sadness will always remain with us, and the community will never be the same for it. But at the same time we may take this opportunity to celebrate Mary's work, and the positive effect that she had on so many of us."

http://www.mp3unsigned.com/showmp3.asp?mp3ID=4772

Sit back and let Mary take you to a peaceful place ~ Listen to an Angel sing!

Life is so precious! Cherish yours and take a moment to tell the ones you love just how special they are to you. Tomorrow may be too late.

Love Susan xo

Ripples of Kindness

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'We are here only for such a very short time, but what we leave behind affects the world forever.

We need to stop long enough to remember that our lives also leave ripples in the ocean of time.
Those who have been changed by our presence here will, in the course of time, touch others and affect their lives, as well.

The reach of our existence extends far beyond this tiny moment of time we walk through.

Why not consciously choose to leave ripples of care, love, and joy ... and let this moment of time realize the value it truly holds?'

How many times have we promised ourselves that we’d call an old friend, take the scenic route or just sit in the sun? Take one of your favourite ‘one of these day’ promises and make it come true today.

Love and hugsssss

Susan xo